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Malice Aforethought

by State Of Confusion

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1.
Liar 04:46
I am the ultimate liar look upon my precious face I am all that you desire I’m your ultimate disgrace I’ll lift you to the heavens But I know your true face I’ll take away defenses And put you in your place It soothes me to take a hold and take away your sadness I’ll tell you everything is fine replace your thoughts with madness Every word is filled with hope and all that you desire Every dream will be forgotten because I am a liar the ultimate liar I’ll tell you all the things you need and want to hear. I’ll keep telling you that I wont interfere I’m a master at manipulation There is no escaping I am a being of deception Your dreams are mine for the taking look upon this deceptive face everything I want is mine I’ll give you just a taste But I wont be outshined
2.
A case lies before me I guess I have a choice Break the chains that bind me To finally find a voice Time to step up and Break from this tradition Never giving up on This decision Come with me son We’re going to take a ride Come with me son It’s time to step up or step aside I came to fight I came to fight
3.
Another Day 04:35
Send the vegans to slaughter house And let them see the light Send the troops to a madhouse So they won’t have to fight I think it was a seizure The water clouds my face I was filled with pleasure I just couldn’t stand the taste Take me home I think she died on prom night while I was losing my virginity it was just another insight to whom I was meant to be commit another cop-out in these tales of resurrection I have a few doubts But it’s only misdirection Take me home
4.
One should never commit love to any visible proof Hide my feelings from others, always stay aloof Never trust another one, always question why? Keep the secrets closer, so I can deny Wind my emotions in a ball and I swallow them whole I’ll repress another memory and strengthen my soul Never trust another one, always question why? Keep the secrets closer, so I can deny I’d rather die alone than be caught with evidence I’d rather die alone Than admit I loved you once Feelings like love can bring on so much hell Passing out takes the pain away Passing judgment can as well
5.
You don't know what you're missing I can break everything I’m hitting I've been trying so hard just to keep away now look where I am standing at today Did you ever stop believing after all was said and done? When you turned to your friends but they were long gone everyone is gone, they never really cared everything is gone, but I’m not scared I want to break things What can be broken must be broken
6.
I keep denying that I'm not scarred But I must admit I've been lying so far It's impossible to fill this space Impossible to take your place My body will tumble My body will stop My body will crumble My body will stop I lost my soul today I lost my desire to live Lost my desire to engage Answer what is wrong with me? I want tears to roll down my cheeks But I’ve only got these feelings of hatred and pain and I feel weak
7.
It’s a small comfort that I’ve known your touch It’s a small comfort that I’ve felt the rush It’s a small comfort that you’ve felt the flesh It’s a small comfort that you’ll never rest stupid bitch you stabbed me in the chest but it comforts me to know you’ve come at the best and it seems the time has come to settle this score your reign is over and you wont be raping this whore.
8.
You hardly even know me You’ve consumed the trust within You hardly even know me But you’ve scarred my skin You hardly even know me But you’ve burned away my trust You hardly even know me And, I think I’ve had enough I’m I going to leave to soon I’ll show you the way I’m going leave cause I live for today Where I’m going? I’ll let you choose I’ve got a gun in my mouth and nothing to lose I’ve been looking for a reason To like myself for a very long time I’ve been looking for a reason But there isn’t one to find
9.
I hear you ask the questions of those you have enslaved why is it complicated to get you to behave follow all these rules and do all these things I say I will have you schooled In all the masters ways If you follow me I will give you all you crave If you follow me You’ll be a master slave I don't kneel on command. Nor, do I ever rise to the occasion. I’ve got my orders But I think I’ll ignore them I make everything right And just kill on sight
10.
Flash Powder 04:21
I searched the empty spaces but you’ve got hollow eyes I tried playing aces but they only came up lies I searched the empty spaces but you’ve got hollow eyes I wish I could erase this But there is no compromise I feed on the blood of the innocent I crush the souls without regret Flash powder, cannons beset and besieged I’ll have you begging forgiveness from your knees I am the ruler of the midnight sun I am the ruler, the chosen one
11.
Nothing is eternal not even life itself nothing is eternal not even you yourself It may seem like everything is anything and something something may be everything but you’ve got nothing It’s nothing Just the disharmony of flame Ignore the burning It will never be the same I'm so fed up with this bullshit fed up with this fight fed up with this headache and knowing I’m right I watched while you cursed me you damned my existence You wiped away my fears as I looked in the distance
12.
I wont face these accusations of courage With these wounds about to hemorrhage I’ll find a way to bring you down to size Answers within my calculation clouded eyes I look the skyline in quiet desperation Waiting for that moment of inspiration I know there’s a way to pass this test The time is coming and there’s no time to rest There’s blood in the water and the enemy is circling Feel the bite of their teeth, and my own desperation There’s blood in the water and the enemy is circling It’s a matter of survival, no time for hesitation The enemy is circling, you cannot give in The enemy is circling, it’s time to win

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released June 25, 2010

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